December 2008
ps
hey so you remember those surveys that we used to fill out on myspace and stuff. well that background experience actually really came in handy when filling in college applications.
hey
your eyes always have bigger appetites than your stomachs.
ooohh, too much soup. ps. wellington likes soup but not crackers.
came home at 4 today and my mom called me a stupid whore and my dad took away my keys and my mom cut off my phone.
happy new years eve.
YES DID WILLIAM AND MARY AND NYU. yes yes yes yes.!!! also, why is there a yellow square that says i didn’t submit my supplement when i did ):
uh 8 moar to go. but i have 2 weeks for that! yeah!!
Describe a trait that your family has passed on to...
a trait that has been passed along to you by your family
Resilience. My family has taught me that even if I’m feeling sorry for myself that I’m supposed to get back up and try and fail again (or if I get lucky, not fail). See, I’m pretty sure my family hates me. Or they love me, but they love me in their own special way.
I mean, there are only so many times you can tell your daughter, “you...
i submitted my william and mary supplement and payment and im so excited!
spent my last 20 bucks
on colored vinyl and neutral milk hotel. !!! img oing to have hundreds and hundreds of records before the end of next year and im going to beat your record collection and youre going to be jealous.
this is getting expensive
Just
one look and I forget everything.
hi
one question, its rhetorical (so no one answer). but how do you publically call out people on their flaws, especially people you love. my mom does this and it’s horrible and it makes me feel really bad. but not right now. i don’t feel bad right now. just sometimes. right now i dont feel like anything, except i want moar records.
(this isn’t a mom post, so i’ll shut up. i...
pps
i freakin love abba. i went out yesterday and bought as many records i could with 40 some bucks (now i have no money) and i bought abba greatest hits. amaazing.
off to sacred heart. i haven’t seen them in a while. i hope they still like me!!
ps.
mama mia is soooo good.
my record collection
i’m going to arrange autobiographically.just like john cusack in high fidelity.
thank you, richard. you always get me the coolest things.
just because i need some eye candy on my blog (number 2):
for christmas
i got such cool things.
mgmt fucking sucks.
my family and i
actually had a great christmas (eve). we played charades (my little cousin is the best at it. she is like 10 and she did the greatest celphone impersonation. instead of just putting something up to her ear, she played as a cellphone and got into this crouched position and started wiggling. and later she said that she was wiggling because cellphones vibrate. and she was vibrating. it doesnt sound...
hey
happy christmas and stuff.
also my car broke !
so i got a new car.
its the car i wanted from a really long time ago. my red mini cooper. it’s not as great as i expected it would be. i mean. not like, the car. the car is AMAZING! i mean, having a car alll to myself. not that i’m not thankful. i just feel like a total brat now. like, wow i’m such a brat. the car payments are massive. and i’m so grateful but i just feel bad.
>D but it...
I DIDNT KNOW TEDDY GEIGER
WAS SO GOOD AT EVERYTHING
almost done
with christmas present shopping! i love wrapping gifts! !!!!
fuck
i have yet to apply to any colleges. >2 weeks (:
“give me give me moar, give me moar moar moar moar moaaaaaaaaar!”
also,
yeah i lost it. but i lost it in my bathroom. so it will come back, but i was really mad about it. i’m sorry. i spent a half hour huddled in my small bathroom after my shower all wet and cold on the ground trying to x-ray examine my rug. and i figured that maybe even if i don’t believe in crap like that, that it was meant to be. i keep looking at pictures of it online and i feel really...
fuuuck
1. statistics
2. relationships
3. friends
4. pool
5. not fitting into old clothes
6. relationships
7. relationships
8. relationships
9. relationships
10. relationships
11. relationships
12. not fitting into old clothes
13. driving in the rain at night
14. smoking cigarettes. which smell like shit. and they don’t make you look cool. so if you’re going to fucking smoke, at...
what i should be doing:
1. studying for my physics final
2. studying for my physics final
what i AM doing:
REJOICING BECAUSE I BEAT LEVEL 9 OF BLOCKDUDE. YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all it took me was 8 hours of sleep and some serious meditation
beat level seven of blockdude. level 8 is a motherfucker. literally a motherfucker.
it feels like...
nothing will come out anymore trying to breathe out something in my chest but everything is dry huddled up at 6 in a dark room kicking at the air punching at nothing needing a sign looking for answers standing under hot water for unmeasurable amounts of time waiting for everything to pass. sitting in the car wondering how i got to this place everything seems swirled together nothing is...
o
oh god oh gosh i lost it. i set it down beforei take a shower and i never set it down and when i came out it wasnt there oh gosh. i did not want to lose it maybe keep it in a box tucked away for a long time either way i wrote a note saying that iw ould come back and i will find it. because i will just not now.
célibataire (fille seule)
last flight.
RYAN AND I MADE THIS ON THURSDAY (I THINK) I M...
LOOOK!!
what i made!! crepes today! I AM A DOMESTIC GODDESS
my dad
is an asshole and a deadbeat dad. i dont understand why it seems like every dad ont he planet has to be this way. i can’t go to school i don’t have my things or a car anymore. the best word that i can use to describe my affections towards him is fleeting.
the only thought that i can think of that makes me feel like i can be okay and they can be okay, just seperately, is that i’m...
had
a really nice night tonight. my friends and i went to go eat at Tengu and Beard Papas and we had some really nice laughs. we then went to Stephen’s and watched The Office and then we went to christmas in the park. i Usually don’t like christmas in the park, but i felt like i was walking on a cloud, detached but very much a part of them, the way i like it.
the past few days or weeks...
I MADE FROSTING!! BY MYSELF! HOMEMADE! FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!! ITS SO EXCITING (:!!!
wait, one moar thing
do you know what its like to be cool?
i always think i’m cool and then i look at other people and i think “that person is way cool, i am such a loser.” and i always surprise myself because when i start feeling good about myself, the green monster sneaks up behind me and i’m a whole different person. do you ever feel that way?
i really dont know what i should do anymore. i feel very conflicted. i hope you understand the weight of those words. i hope you understand that when i say that, i really mean so much more.
also, something for the antilol
i feel like floating. i’m hanging int he air by a thread im holding on to it and looking down everything doesnt look small but in proportion but maybe not because thats what in proportion means? id ont know.
cute cute cute cute omg cute cute cute cute
watched twilight again with my mom i swear it just keeps getting cuter every time so cute im going to die so so so cute so cute. i dont even care if its bad. it wasnt funny the 2nd time around. just cute. so cute!! also don’t tell richard but i think edward is really cute (not as cute, never of course).
this is my interpretation of me and my dog. also wellington keeps peeing in my room....
richard live
. who on
. grandparents a
. his mountain
. visiting with
is no
. reception. and now...
i want to:
paint with a canvas and easel a large canvas and paints and everything
and i was thinking today about how wheni was young my mom gave me this locket, and it was really small and i loved it a lot. but the hinges were broken and there werent any pictures in it. i really loved that locket. it was really itny and it was a gold heart and it was like she loved me and showed me in the locket. i was just...
hit
or rather bumped a white car while backing out of a parallel parked thing. their fault, shouldn’t have parked so close to the giant fucking beast that what i drive is. anyway, it didn’t even leave any marks. another shit day. made some doodles in philosophy class. will post later.
bye