i hate valentine’s day only because i’m always single or just casually dating during this holiday. one time i was in a long distance relationship. i remember when i was 16, i got a card from a significant other, but didn’t want it anyway. i’m sorry i called it a holiday. every time someone new pops into my life, everything gets put on hiatus for a moment. retaining autonomy is something critical that i must learn and am
slowly
understanding
how
to.
anyway, the only thing right now that’s stopping me from going to this midterm review is masturbating and my comfy comfy bed. do i always need someone to make me feel at ease with my existence? often times i forget that i do, but when i settle into myself someone usually causes me to remember. there’s no giant hole that’s inside each of us, we’re not waiting for someone to fill it.
